Written at 2:22 AM on July 26th. This is nothing more than a quickie to vent my feelings. I'm leaving Central NY later today and going back to where I live in Kentucky.. And I have been devastated because I no longer feel like I belong here. I lived in NY for 8 years, but it seems my ties have finally been cut. It's been upsetting me because even though I have lived in KY for four years, I feel very alienated there as well. I'm just feeling very lost in life right now. If you read this, thank you!